Monday, October 8, 2007

What to Hope For

Hope is a horrible thing sometimes. Certainty is safer. But hope....AF is 3 days late. Now I don't know whether to hope for AF so I can get started with the down reg cycle, test for pregnancy (I mean the odds of that are so low its ridiculous) or start freaking out about having an irregular cycle thrown into the mix.

Every cramp, every pee ... its bloody agony. I think..hmm, no blood (is that a good thing or a bad thing). Maybe I should just POAS and put myself out of my misery. It's a BFN for sure but at least then I know to start freaking out about AF not turning up (keep catastrophising and thinking it won't ever turn up again!)

Over and out...

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